So let your heart, sweet heart
Be your compass when you’re lost
And you should follow it wherever it may go
When it’s all said and done
You can walk instead of run
Happy Monday everyone! I haven’t written on a Monday in awhile so here we go. Keaton and I were driving home from my company Christmas party on Sunday and this song came on the radio and I’m not sure if I had heard it before but he certainly had: he was singing the lyrics. It was surprisingly cute and so I knew I needed to make this my Monday song of the week. Plus, the lyrics are great.
I’m not sure how much I agree with letting your heart guide you. Hearts are pretty stupid. People do a lot of stupid stuff over love. I know that’s pretty cynical of me- but I’ve let my heart do the choosing and I get hurt. Does it make me any happier? Sometimes. In my opinion I should follow my brain. My brian is keeping me at my job- in Iowa. If I was following my heart I would not work for this company and I would probably move closer to either my family or friends. Plus, I would probably either be back with or seriously pining after my ex-boyfriend. Which probably would not be the best idea for me. Kinda seems like a lose-lose situation if you ask me.
Let’s forget about all that though. Remember my article where I said we all need to be happy with what we have now? Yeah, let’s focus on that. I am happy with what I have. I do feel a little lost though. Maybe I need a new heart. A heart that is going to lead me the right way. My heart knows I need to do something that I love- now I just need the balls to put that in to action- both with Katie and individually with my Production Company. Hopefully this will give my heart the training that it needs to make better decisions with the rest of my life haha.
Apologies that this turned in to a rant instead of a meaningful post but this is my blog and my form of therapy. So poop on you haters!